Somethin' or other....

Yea, I'm not really sure what I'm talking about in this post... let's just consider it a little rant.

I wonder sometimes where I am on the scale for personal growth....sometimes I feel like I'm behind a lot of people in some areas... like in understanding relationships, love, and the like. But, then sometimes I feel like I've grown more in other areas like with having responsibilities.

In all though I feel like I've started back at some point that I stepped off the emotional development train. Almost like I've gone back in time and started from that point again. Luckily, the train seems to be moving a little faster... but I feel kind of cheated for having missed all that I should have experienced like most people....But, then am I wrong for feeling that?.... I mean all people have shortcomings and no one is "like most people".... but thats not how it feels... I see most people (of my age) and they seem to have some sort of understanding of a lot of things in life... and I feel lost in a lot of them...I know it's probably exactly the opposite... but I'm not sure of that because, as I've stated in previous posts... most people aren't completely revealing of themselves. Though, I don't feel that I am that close to many people.... so I don't know that they should be to people they really dont know.

Life is complicated, hard, and always something new... I have a love hate relationship with it.

*Looney Tunes Theme* Th-Th-Th-That's all folks!

See ya next time!

Ryan